Moment of Truth – what should I do?

This time is the moment of truth, when I was down to my last dollars, when my business was down to red for 3 straight months, and it runs on emergency funds saving from previous quarter!

I remember like the old time, remember sitting in the quiet, cold, white room and engage in the interviewing question:
-Why internet marketing?
Because that’s what I want to do
-Why $50,000 from internet marketing make you feel fulfilling?
Because that’s what I want to do, if I got $50,000 from real estate brokering, or selling carrots I am still not fulfilled!

For the first time in my life, in the momment of truth, I hesitate, I doubt , I second guess myself, I fear, I was afraid to go all-in!